Forever Is The Word

As long as you love me

2008-07-28T14:34:00.003+08:00

As long as you love me

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, babyI don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)As long as you love me

Joel is a changed man? : )

2008-07-26T00:25:00.002+08:00

25/7/2008
11:52:20 PM
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Joel Loves You
no more w ade ah you ?
25/7/2008
11:52:31 PM
Joel Loves You
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yea
25/7/2008
11:53:26 PM
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Joel Loves You
that time still try to hard to win her back
25/7/2008
11:53:35 PM
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Joel Loves You
wasted efforts .
25/7/2008
11:54:04 PM
Joel Loves You
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i dont see it tat way
25/7/2008
11:54:10 PM
Joel Loves You
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she worth everything
25/7/2008
11:55:19 PM
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Joel Loves You
wah , xuyanrong is a changed person
25/7/2008
11:55:24 PM
Joel Loves You
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if only she noes
25/7/2008
11:55:50 PM
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Joel Loves You
if things always goes so smoothly it wouldn't be life .
25/7/2008
11:56:02 PM
Joel Loves You
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yea

This was my chat with sharon. I Dont know why you are capable of doing so much damage to me
But i still want you back girl.

But! Joel is a changed man : )

God Please show me signs!

2008-07-25T00:22:00.001+08:00

: ) Can you please explain what is that!! i really wanna know?
Please : (

God-1 You-2 Studies-3

2008-07-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

Had fun studying today. in fact felt guilty. cause i didnt really study much
the people that study with me just could'nt focus!
talk talk talk talk!

YOU! dont ever download ares! : )
cause that might be the only reason you might talk to me!
: )

Am going to study intensively tomorrow! so everybody PLS PRAY!
-That i can focus
-That i can understand everything
-That she will come back
-That i can slim down
-That i will be closer with God
-That i will be closer with Everybody!

: )

Bye all!
IWYB

Sorry For Not Posting!!

2008-07-23T21:59:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! Sorry for not postin yea.
Haven been in the mood to post .
Well , i actually asked my church cell members to pray for me so that i can focus.
well. thank God man.
You guys wont believe it. I started studying from 2 pm all the way to 8.30 pm.
Like omg.
Cant believe it yea!

But as i study, some stuff just cant let me focus!

ijustkeptthinkingaboutyou.nomatterhowharditry.
iknowthatihadneverletyoufeelexcitedseeingmecomingonline
neitherhadiletyoufeelsocrazyinlove
butonethingforsure
ireallyloveyoualotgirl.
really

Sorry For Not Posting

2008-07-05T16:21:00.003+08:00

From the counter i can see that people do visit my blog! aha!
Sorry for not posting guys! Was a little lazy to post : )
But today i promise a long long post!

Am going to my uncle's house later, because tomorrow morning at 7.30! going to play soccer at bishan park! Thats so crazy! But i am wondering if i will even get to play : (
They just dont trust me yea? Haix!

And recently i am so sensitive to this sound
BRINK TA TA TA BOOM
haha! wanna know wat issit!
shall tell you guys next time : )

To my dearest Baby!
Have fun at your granny's house! Wont be chatting tonight and No talking!
You must be feeling so happy! cause i wont irritate you : (
But its okay! one night OFF for you.
When you see this post! SmS me yea ? : )

I LOVE EVERYONE!!!
See you guys in church tomorrow!
See you baby on monday : )

Hidden Agenda Behind The Smile.

2008-07-03T16:41:00.005+08:00

Hidden Agenda Behind The Smile.(IMLFY)

Hi all! Have no idea what to post. But just wanna say,
I love my girlfriend : )

Hey all. Who's the stingiest person you guys had ever saw. I saw one just now. Like wth la. They are damn lame. Haha. i was buying economical rice just now, while waiting for this father and daughter to choose before its my turn, they were ordering. tou fu i wan share got 2 pack. And the father actually said, 3 is a portion. So you cute one into half and put into the other pack?
WTH?

Amazing things you see everyday. Hope i get to see more of such things. So that my blog will be forever full of post! : )

Shall stop here ya.

BYE ALL! : )

ilyb

Wo Woo Wooo Woooo

2008-07-02T01:59:00.003+08:00

When you are up at 3 metres high, looking down into the pool? omg that feeling is just like
Wo Woo Wooo Woooo
That feeling is scary man. the board that we stood on was actually shaking? LoL
However for "face" must jump la. When my feet left the board. it was okay at first. But half way through the process. somehow it took too long to reach yea? so my face was like giving that OMG face? haha. i guess if baby was there she's gonna laugh at me man.
You guys should try it one day. And see whats your reaction. : )

Happy Anniversary Baby. Although this aint our year anni? or our 100 day anni? But baby i really felt happy today. : )
Thank you baby for all that you had done!

Guys! Are you all attracted to the blog banner ? : )
That was a masterpiece from my dearest baby. Aint she amazin? haha

Yea! then again! today i tried to study. But the ending is the same, i just cant start studying. I am serious. Can someone please teach me how to focus? Or maybe get me out to study? I believe it might work! i am serious! No matter how i try i just cant do it! OMG!
So please HELP me!

God help me focus please. I know i have not much time left and if i still cant get focus now.
I am a goner! Please help me God!

Alright! Goodbye all! Shall end my post here!
ILYB!
Forever Is The Word : )

Happy Anniversary : )

2008-07-01T16:27:00.004+08:00

I AM SO SORRY BABY I FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT. OMG. I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT ABOUT IT. SERIOUS. YOU CANT BELIEVE IT TOO YA? HAHA. BUT ANYWAY, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!!
HOPE WE LAST LONG LONG LONG (people pls dun say i am gay or childish) : )

NEXT! WONT BE HOME UNTILL 9? CAUSE I AM GOING TO QUEENSTOWN SWIMMING POOL! TO JUMP DOWN FROM A 3 METRE HIGH BOARD. : ) WONDER IF ITS GONNA BE SCARY!

WHATEVER IT IS? I WILL POST LATER : )

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY !!!!!

Project S

2008-06-30T22:03:00.003+08:00

PROJECT (S) MEANS SLIM DOWN! : ) AND I TINK SOMEHOW THERES SOME RESULT!!! CAUSE TODAY AFTER I WENT SWIMMING, HA. THE LIFE GUARD SAW ME. I SAID HI. AND HIS REPLY WAS. WA! SHOU LE!(SLIM DOWN) AND HE SAID YOU YAO LE ( GOT WAIST LE ) HA! I WAS LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY! HAPPY YA? AFTER ALL THE HARDWORK AND EFFORT!

PUT IN EFFORT AND YOU WILL DEFINITELY SEE RESULT!

THAT IS VERY VERY TRUE! SO TO ALL THOSE TAKING O's THIS YEAR! PUT IN EFFORT AND RESULTS WILL DEFINITELY BE SOON! SO I AM GONNA START STUDYING!!
SO ANYONE FREE TO GIVE ME TUITION? : )

ILYB : )
AND IT REALLY WAS AN ACCIDENT!! : )

BYE ALL!

LINKS!!!

2008-06-30T15:35:00.002+08:00

BTW ALL. I AM GOING TO LINK PEOPLE. SO PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU WANT TO BE LINKED :) AND DONT FORGET TO LINK ME YA? : )

Just Another Boring Day

2008-06-30T15:20:00.005+08:00

FOR SOME REASONS GUYS, I JUST CANT START STUDYING. I DONT KNOW WHY! CAN SOMEONE PLEASE GET ME OUT OF MY HOUSE AND FORCE!!! ME TO STUDY? WHEN I AM AT HOME. I JUST WONT TAKE MY BOOK OUT AND STUDY. BUT IF I DONT, I AM DEAD MAN.
SO PLEASE. SOMEONE PLEASE GET ME OUT TO STUDY! AND I SERIOUSLY WILL! BECAUSE I AM OUT OF TIME. : (

THEN AGAIN. TODAY IS A BORING DAY. SLACK THE WHOLE DAY.(WITHOUT STUDYING AT ALL) LIKE WHAT THE CRAP! I NEEDA STUDY!!! THEN WILL BE SWIMMING TONIGHT! BECAUSE THERES A TEST SAY END OF JULY. zZZ AND WORST STILL HAVE TO WEAR PAJAMAS TO SWIM. LIKE LITTLE KID. z

LETS KEEP THE POST SHORT YA? AINT IN THE MOOD TO POST. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CHEER ME UP PLEASE? BRING ME SOME GOOD NEWS? OR SOME JOKES OR WHATEVER! AS LONG AS IT CHEERS ME UP.

AND BABY jiayou ON YOUR PROJECT!
ILYB

WELL.. THATS ALL FOR TODAY!

DONT FORGET TO ASK ME OUT TO STUDY!
DONT FORGET TO CHEER ME UP PLEASE!

PMS

2008-06-29T21:47:00.004+08:00

DID NOT FEEL LIKE POSTING AT FIRST. CAUSE WAS RATHER DOWN . FOR NO REASON? PMS, OMG!
CRAP! BUT AFTER CHATTING WITH MY BABY. JUST FEEL BETTER LE : )

WHY DO PPL PMS? OR KEEP GETTING MOOBSWINGS. LIKE WTH? WHATS WITH ALL THIS MOODSWINGS THAT CAUSE PEOPLE'S DAY TO BECOME DOWN! SAD! BORING! I HATE IT MAN! I BECAME PMS AFTER I DONT KNOW WHY? LOL

BUT TODAY I EXPERIENCE SOMEONE HAVING PMS. : )
I REALLY WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPEN? CAUSE WE ARE GOOD FRIENDS MAN! DONT CAUSE US PROBLEMS OVER SOME MINOR PETTY STUFF YA? WE ARE FRIENDS SINCE YOUNG WOr! DONT LOSE THIS FRIENDSHIP OF US! : )

BTW. BACK TO WHAT HAPPENED TODAY.
WENT TO CHURCH IN THE MORNING! AND SORRY ELIZ AND KAREN! I REALLY DID WOKE UP ON TIME BUT MY BROTHER WANT TO WATCH SOCCER. SORRY YA? REALLY SORRY. NEXT TIME I TREAT OKAY : )

TIME FOR SOME CONFESSION : ( I SLEPT THROUGHOUT SERVICE TODAY! FEELING SO GUILTY. BUT I REALLY CANT HELP IT. I WAS SO TIRED MAN! I DIDNT SLEEP THE WHOLE NIGHT? HAHA CUS SOCCER SOCCER SOCCER SOCCER!

AFTER SERVICE HAD SOME FASTING THINGI! BUT SORRIE AGAIN ANOTHER CONFESSION. AFTER I LEAVE I HAD CHICKEN BRYANI : )

BUT GUESS IT WAS A PUNISHMENT FROM GOD! THE BRYANI SUCK MAN! DAMN NOT NICE!
SORRIE GOD. lOl

AFTER LUNCH WENT HOME AND WENT SOCCER : )
BUT TOO BAD. DIDNT GET TO PLAY TODAY. GUESS THEY ALL TINK I SUCK IN MY SOCCER THATS WHY. BUT GIVE ME TIME MAN! I WILL PROVE IT TO THEM THAT I CAN BEAT THEM ONE DAY!!!

LASTLY. I HAVEN MENTION MY BABY YA? : )
THAT PIG SLEPT UNTILLLLL SO LATE! SOMEMORE PHONE NEVER ON! WHat DID U PROMISE ME!!
BUT ITS OKAY. I CANT HELP IT BUT FORGIVE YOU WHENEVER I SEE THE SWEET SMILE OF YOURS. : )

ALRIGHT. GUESS THATS ALL FOR TODAY! SCHOOL TOMORROW! BUT NO WAY. ITS SOCCER TONIGHT!!
AND WHATS YOUR PIC? THE GERMANSSS! OR THE SPANISHHH!

FOR ME' ITS GERMANSS!!!

BYE-ALL( REMEMBER! FRIENDS DONT GET PISSED OFF OVER SMALL THINGS WOR)

I've got $$ and woman!! : )

2008-06-28T20:32:00.005+08:00

HAHA . REMEMBER I LOST 150 DOLLAR YESTERDAY? : ) GREAT MAN! CAUSE I GOT MY MONEY BACK TODAY! OMG! I WAS SO HAPPY MAN! AND THE FACT THAT I GOT MONEY AND MY BABY!

ALRIGHT, BACK TO WHAAT HAPPENED TODAY. WOKE UP ONLY ATT 2 PM : ) BECAUSE I SLEPT ONLY AT 6 AM? LOL.WAS PLAYING WITH KORKOR THE WHOLE NIGHT. DID NOT WANT TO SLEEP AT FIRST, BUT I CANT TAKE IT WHEN THE CLOCK HIT 6'O CLOCK. zZZ

NEXT IMMEDIATELY AFTER I WAKE UP I WENT ONLINE! TO SEE IF BABY IS ONLINE : ) MISS HER SO MUCH MAH! { OF COURSE ONLINE AFTER BRUSHING MY TEETH LA : ) } AND MUMMY WAS LIKE IRRITATING ME THE WHOLE AFTERNOON BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME TO ACCOMPANY HER TO CHURCH. BUT SHE DONT DARE TO DRIVE ALONE ? OMG! WASTE MY TIME LA! WENT TO CHURCH FOR LIKE AN HOUR PLUS. zZZ

SAW ELIZ IN CHURCH YA. ALSO SAW NAT, WEN JUN AND DARREN. HA. THEY ARE GOING TO MICHELLE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE IF YOU DO SEE THIS : )

GOTTA SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT, CAUSE TOMORROW THERES CHURCH AND I PROMISED WILL GO? : o
HOPE I DO WAKE UP ON TIME . BUT GUESS MUMMY WILL BE SHOUTING AND SCREAMING!!! SO NO PROBLEM WAKING UP : )
SO SEE YA TOMORROW. HEHE
BTW IF YOU GUYS DO SEE THIS POST! PRATA TOMORROW ANYONE(BREAKFAST) ??
FASTER TELL ME WOR!!!!

Alright! shall end my post now. unless theres more i wanna post!

BYE ALL!
ILYBF : )

Feeling The Pressure

2008-06-28T01:37:00.003+08:00

Patience is a virtue -- what you're waiting for will be so sweet when it arrives.
mY PRECIOUS BABY DIDNT CONTACT ME THE WHOLE DAY. THE WAITING TIME WAS HORRENDOUS( correct? )
WHATEVER, AND! WHILE WAITING MY MIND STARTS TO THINK OF ALL KINDS OF STUFF. LIKE MY STUDIES? MY FUTURE? HER?

YEA. AND I BEGAN TO FEEL PRESSURE MAN. O'S COMING SOON BUT I PERSONALLY THINK I AM NOT PREPARED AT ALL. I NEED TUITION MAN. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE CHAT ME AND TELL ME I CAN BE YOUR TEACHER FOR FREE? I NEED A A-MATHS TEACHER, A POA TEACHER, AND A SCIENCE( phy-bio )TEACHER. CAN ANYONE PLEASE!

BACK TO POSTING!

FOR SOME REASONS(not gonna say?) I LOST $150!! CRAP MAN! THAT ALOT ALOT ALOT OF MONEY! BUT ITS OKAY! LIKE PPL ALWAYS SAY. WHEN YOU FAIL IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP YOU WIN IN YOUR STUDIES? YOUR BUSINESS? BUT IF THIS IS REALLY THE TRUTH? I RATHER I FAIL IN EVERYTHING? : ) BECAUSE I AM GONNNA HAVE MY GIRL WITH ME FOREVER.
ILYB

BTW TO ALL CHURCH FRIENDS! SORRY I HAVEN BEEN COMING BUT YOU KNOW WHAT! SEE YOU ON SUNDAY : )

AND ALTHOUGH I DIDNT SAID IT OUT. BUT I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL THE ENCOURAGEMENTS I RECIEVED WHEN I WAS DOWN AND OUT! I REALLY APPECIATE ALL OF YOU MAN! AND YOU ALL KNOW WHAT! I NEVER WANNA LOSE YOU GUYS MAN! FRIENDS FOREVER : )

HA. AND I WAS WATCHING CRUEL INTENTIONS 2 THIS AFTERNOON AT HOME. HOLY CRAP THE MOVIE WAS FUNNY MAN! I LAUGHED LIKE CRAZY. IF YOU GUYS HAVE CHANCE PLEASE WATCH IT.

SOMEHOW I JUST FEEL ITS WEIRD FOR JOEL XU YANRONG TO BE POSTING? LOL. BUT ITS OKAY! I AM A CHANGED MAN : )

PLS SUPPORT MY BLOG GUYS!!! ( guys as in man and women : ) )

LETS KEEP THE POST SHORT AND SWEET : )

BYE ALL! PLEASE SUPPORT IN FUTURE : )

First Post Of My Blog

2008-06-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY. I AM JOEL? : ) A 17 YEAR OLD BOY. STILL DOING MY O'S. IN FACT TO ME ITS A DISGRACE TO BE TAKING MY O'S THIS YEAR, BUT THATS THE FACT SO I WIL ACCEPT IT. SECONDLY. JOEL IS A VERY EMOTIONAL GUY. SO DONT BLAME HIM FOR POSTING SOME MUSHY STUFF OR SAD STUFF YA?
THIRDLY. I AM ATTACH! TO A REALLY CUTE GIRL THAT I REALLY REALLY LOVE ALOT. HER NAME IS ADELINE! : )
LASTLY BEFORE I POST. BECAUSE I AM POSTING FOR THE FIRST TIME. PLEASE SUPPORT ME MAN! CHECK OUT MY BLOG WHEN YOU HAVE TIME : )

ALRIGHT!

JoeL : )